Salma's Poems, Title of the poetry collection, An Emotional Bedouin

My Father Lives in ‘Merica

My father lives in’ Merica
And I am in the remote bushes
My married father and his wife
And my brothers with spike hair
And sisters with ponytail
In the twenty second-floor
Seeping their souls into the lovely misty cloud.

With dry eyes
I live here in the wild foliages
‘Very soon, very soon … all processing on …
She’ll leave ….’
With watery eyes, dadu gossips to all.
Young men loiter around the house
And wink at my shadow, a golden chariot to cross
The fuming white Atlantic.

My responsible beloved father lives a life
There
Leaving my mother inside the silent earth
Calls and sends dollar
With assurance, ‘Very soon … very soon.’
Years after years. 

Umme Salma published in Transnational Literature

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Shaeri

1.

I can’t forget

That’s why                              I cry,

I sing a tuneful song         I tightly tie.

2.

Our dawn is a drizzly drop

Arvos—a bauchi game with the sun

Twilight relays darkly smog

Who knows how Time does run!

3.

The weekend goes by
Leisure, pleasure, and fun
Other days wear out
Duty, work…so run and run.

You, be well
Like the orange dyes on the boutique towel.

4.

I wish

I could wash the stars with sky waters

I could touch love with comely tears.

5.

Spring is here in white Brisbane
eyes shut you sans all are vain.

6.

Don’t say, “adieu”, say, “coming”
You close the door behind
Birds and bees are humming, humming…

Salma's Poems, Title of the poetry collection, An Emotional Bedouin

On the Last Day of the Year

If you bid an early adieu
A black cloud covers the sunny view
A white snow freezes the mobile carp
Sorrow gathers on the eyes’ plateau.

If you become my saree’s colour
I can let loose the wild anchal
If you become my home’s dear
I can fade away in your core

Please don’t go
Whirling a wild sorrow

I pray hard
for love for you
Every day of every year
I put holy rites on my palms
Keep begging for permanence
in Maghrib prayer

The sun goes down—the last day of the year
The black night signals the next, the new
I keep moaning, ‘Don’t go, don’t go…’
Hold me, cold me in your dusky hue.

Umme Salma, 2016, Toowong

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From Far to Farther Away

I was always far away from you, living in a different city
When that distance grew during my global going
I smiled and said,
I love this “no eyes, no tears” position, as our Bangla proverb says.

But who knew then that
If you don’t have eyes,
Your eye-pots would become a void mine
Who knew then that the more you go far away
Along the bank of the river Brisbane
The more your eye-pots refill
And your heart sob like the river Karnafuli!

A holiday, a seclusion, a silence make me homesick
Unfamiliar faces, voices, and dialects
Create cravings for the lost and the left out

To restore
I immediately make phone calls
And seek to hide in the distant familiar
And seek to cabbage my days with the digital love

But calls are to end
The digital is to drop
Then again the void reopens
seclusion unwraps the heart
I feel like a bare banana
And tremor like the river Chotofeni
In the fold of Brisbane.

===x===

Umme Salma, 2016, July

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When I Miss You

Something was burning
My daughters ran into my room,
“Ah! what a nasty, smoky smell!”
I hugged them and said,
It’s nothing but my burning heart.

Something was burning
My neighbours got alarmed,
“Alas, alas, what a terrible event!”
I assured them and said,
It’s nothing but my burning heart.

Something was burning
The whole nation was shocked
“We’re undone; we’re undone.”
I calmed my country and said,
Oh! It’s nothing but my burning heart.

Umme Salma, Toowong, 2016

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In Falling and Blooming

“Are you unwell?” “No, thank you.”
“Is everything okay, honey? Sure?” “Yep, alright.”
“Then, why? Why are you looking so keyed up?
The world seems to be topsy-turvy and
You look like a fretting, patchy stone
scattering sharp shards all around?”

I don’t have any answers to these queries
except shooting the sight
towards the purple jacaranda and scarlet flame trees
Spring is here
Beauty clutches the spooky branches
Petals are timely, flying down in the light breeze
Carpeting the ground with unique colours
We are elated and revel in every moment with the bloom

But who is there to see the sob of the fallen petals,
Which, wiggling at our feet,
have made the ground pretty for frequent clicks!

Umme Salma, published,

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Bengalee Clytemnestra!

My fury flattens the hilly dough with a roller!
My anger cut the timid vegetables into pieces!
The vicious green/red chilli seems enraged
but cannot cope with me
The scented cardamon spreads its aroma to flatter me
but my furious heart smashes them and throw in broth
I am ruthless, carry out mayhem in the kitchen every day.

You do not see this me
The colourful, delicious meals please you.
You burp over sumptuous cuisine and a wife…

O, no, you are not Agamemnon
who is setting off his fleet to rescue a Helen
You are not going to sacrifice Clytemenstra’s Ifigenia
to give life to the still ships on the bank of Aegean
You are just a timeless patriarch
who move over every land from time to time
to dip the sunray in your dark, narcissistic world

Lest I should excel you with my artistic promise.

Umme Salma

Published in Hecate in 2022

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Beyond Reason

I went far, far away from you
I hate even seeing your shadow
You are the one, still…though
For whom, my songs slowly flow

Still
Your winters sadden me
Your griefs burn the heap of glee
Who? … no no…What are you?
An absence presence, a blurring hue?

When the string of a sitar is torn
Tear drops; new sores are born
Couldn’t you be
A sweet numbness in my me?
A numbness that removes all pain
A solid wash with no stain

Anyway…keep smiling, shine through life
All steps be blissful, all efforts mellowing rife
Ah! I am alone,
Lover goes, leaving behind love’s clone,
Living cyclone…

Umme Salma, 2023, Toowong

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The Lips of Silence

Just like you, dear, I had two lips
They used to do what I loved—
pursing, pouting, sulking or mocking
They used to release sounds that I loved
like the sweet honey oozing from a fallen jar
like an irate flame bouncing from a burning hearth.

But
now
My lips are no more than a pair of red flesh
Structured on a plastered face
They dangle a fake smile in one corner
and shed a sly shimmer like a misplaced dash
No rule shines there
No norm dances
And no sweet tweets follow even.

Are they now the lips of Dracula’s lovers
Do they sprout rage and revenge
Swelling the cheeks and wrinkling the nose
Suck your lifeblood in the dark night?

This is then your earnings, honey,
This is the return
Of stomping on my lips
on my words infinite

Umme Salma, Toowong